Does it mean; when i maintain my individuality,i’m not good?

 

trouble

 

Trouble;

I have tried belonging

wanna belong to their group

so, have tried to fit in

therefore, I do what they do

plus, disdain what they disdain,

at least I try

but it’s to no avail

 

You reap what you sow

Judge not

So will not be judged

Condemn not

So you will not be condemned

Don’t you know

you reap what you sow

For the merciful will receive mercy.

 

I wanna blend in

is it a problem

wanna associate

loved

understood

accepted

I wanna belong

It is so wrong to deprive someone of this basic need of belonging

For who doesn’t wanna belong?

 

trouble

 

It seems what I do or say, is not enough

Some belong more than others

they are an upper class or something

this ‘caste system’ is messing me up

or we are in animal farm, where some animals are more equal than others

it doesn’t matter what I do or not do

for I’m welcome with resentment

and disdain

judgment

disdain

can someone hear me?

They focus on how different we are Each one is # UNIQUE

why I think the way I think

and express myself the way I do

they say I think I’m all that

Am I all that?

I don’t think so

I have tried their language

and mannerisms

but still, that ain’t enough

At times I feel I have made it

Like I’m In

but the next moment,

I’m out

 

 

They claim I am in trouble ’cause I don’t try too hard

yet, I try harder than most

and passionate more than most

but it seems there is something I don’t know that’s up against me.

Who will accept me

Who will deliver me from the pit

 

There must be someone

somebody

willing to listen

and rescue me

please listen, please rescue

 I rest my case

About Mavis Chuma

I love Jesus. I love life. I love people. My life is hid in Christ in God. I belong to God & am seated in heavenly places with Jesus Christ. As Jesus is in heaven so am I in the world. So I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus. I am a winner.

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